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bad start to 2010. urgh i can't remember when was the last time i lost my phone. so anyway i'm gonna have to find a way to get all the contacts back, and my beloved mother who is sitting right beside me now is oh-so-empathetic towards my loss. she said "who asked you to go to those kind of places?!" i'm like WHAT KIND OF PLACES, i freaking went to PS and a cinema. and she's not giving me my pay, so there's no way i can afford a new phone now unless there's another month of holidays for me to work. but no, school freaking starts next monday. seriously, the least she could do is to ask me what happened, instead of jumping into unnecessary and groundless accusations/assumptions like she always does. it's not like i lose my phone all the time; the mobile's so important to me i can barely let it out of my sight. i don't need her to pour a whole bottle of salt over my wounds. yea i'm angsty, if you still cannot tell. i wanted to talk about genting today, but i'm in no mood now. overall the guys made the trip a little more worthwhile. and testing-tiff's-new-camera-functions moments with her were good (: but hols are ending and i'm truly upset that it's gonna be my last sem in school. and that the girls are leaving. okie i'm gonna call singtel nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. wish me luck in demanding for some singtel vouchers!
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| 2009 in short |
[30 Dec 2009|03:13pm] |
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i'm gonna wrap up 2009 now because i look at what's planned for the next few days, and i doubt i have time to come online at all. haha and yes, im using working time to type this.
i tried to recall what's important that happened to me this year, all the 21st birthdays and themes to dress up, the good&bad, the bitchings and school work, all the girls and the family...i want to thank people because i think i've grown up a bit this year. 21 year-old but there's still so much to learn.
To jojo...
for being there and being my one and only friend in nbs whom i can trust with everything and anything, i'm glad i don't have to hold back anything when i'm with you. i can completely be myself and we can laugh at each other without any fears, and that's more rare than a precious stone (: To linghui...
i know you're going through a rough patch now, but things will get better right? life cannot keep going down, good things will come your way! (: don't be so harsh and strict with yourself, people love you for who you are, so you dont have to keep trying to be better! (: it's our final sem, so let's make the best out of it yea! xoxo! To the roomie, wendee ton!
i can literally come up with a LONG list of bimbotic moments of you but i lovelovelove you for that! and how i disturb you the moment you get into bed to prepare to sleep but you always answer me and never ever get mad. to another sem of insane laughing (when no one understands us but we know what exactly we're thinking) crying bitching and social-butterflying, iloveyou! (: To smurfies, haha what a weird grp name!
finally we went for a holiday tgt and now we have NZL to look forward to! (: we're seven very different people with different social circles and lifestyle, but i really enjoy our bbqs and huka's violence when she's high, and sha's sarca remarks of kwee, and gen's "issues" and zm's obsession with Pet Society, and daryl's slutty-ness. hurhur NZL is gonna be fantastic! To the meangirls, the most (s)exciting grp of girls i've ever met and am thankful for (:
haha i'm always kept entertained with you all, seriously you all need to tone down and have less exciting lives so i can catch up with all the updates! and even though i MIA-ed a bit somewhere, sometime, you know i love you all...like flies love shit! stop telling me bits of info without the whole story pls! i'll die from all the suspense! on a serious note i'm glad for those who found their other halves, but no status discrimination against me pam and syl k! hahaha may 2010 see us with more meetups or skype/conference/fb & blog updates even though we may all be in different continents! heart you girls ((: To zhong, who is currently immersing himself in curry and taj mahal...
for being one of the closest guy friends i have and ever will have, thanks for knowing me inside out and being thoughtful all the time. i act like a spoilt brat in front of you but you've never ignored me nor lost your temper. we've been through quite a bit this year and i really am glad that i can still count on you to say idiotic things to make me laugh, to drink beer + red bull with me whenever i feel like it, to take care of me when i'm high and to listen to my pms-rants. from the bottom of my heart, i'm so happy you found someone to love and love you back (: let's make our last sem the most exciting and memorable one ever! (: love! To the other hall 3 guys who made my PA period and semester more exciting than my usual boring life...
(esp seah kahjun who may be reading this!) haha i think back sometimes and i wanna laugh at all the stupid moments. all your drunk moments, all the stupid games. to a temporary "bestie @ work" who spiced up my PA life, stop saying i forgot about you! haha and for all the leftovers you helped me finish at almost every lunch, i'm glad i got to know you better since your image was...not very good initially. haha and to the rest for all the good/bad memories, thanks! (: To zznc, without you all i'll be like a turtle without its' shell...
no one is indispensable in this world, or so they say...but i don't even want to imagine life without you all! we're all full-fledged adults now and along comes more responsibilities and problems of different kinds. despite all that, i love how we still whine like mad to each other, lean on each other when we laugh, starts to talk at full speed in a language only we can tolerate and comprehend. even though two of you all will be gone for half a year, there's still skype! and the slight probability that i may visit europe! haha xoxo for always supporting each other, silently or not, love you girls! (: and for the last 2 days of 2009, it'll be with the girls, and it'll mark the best december i've had in 21 years ((:
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[23 Dec 2009|11:11am] |
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ripped this from huka's blog cause he's way tooooooo adorable. my mother LOL-ed when she saw this pic. (((:
i'm feeling the anti social bug..and have been for the past goodness-knows-how-long. i've got a bbq + dinner + hanging out somewhere thingie with different groups of people tonight but i feel no motivation to go for any. i'm extremely grumpy this morning but i'm not pms-ing. i'm just awfully tired, and i officially hate my nose. and i don't mean it in a i'm-gonna-do-a-nose-job way. it's just the freaking sinus. this morning i was on the train, the hanging advertisement on the train pole above the heads ( you know the ones shaped like a door knob handle?) dropped, right in front of this lady. she saw it dropped, stared at it lying on the ground, looked up at the pole, and continued reading her newspaper. gawwwsshhh, like it'll kill to just pick it up and put it back. what's worse is that it's just beside her feet and she's looking down to read her papers, so i'm pretty sure she can see it from the corner of her eye.
yep. you get the intensity of my exhaustion this morning. good day peeps.
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| sleep, and the lack of it |
[18 Dec 2009|04:24pm] |
i think i'm suffering from a lack of sleep.
i was sorting out papers for my mom, you know, keeping those only printed on one side so we can reuse them? yea i was sorting and i drew a line across the paper so that we'll know this is rough paper and not some important document right...i friggin' drew across the BLANK side instead of the PRINTED side -___- so now that whole stack of paper can't be used anymore! and cause i took a long time to realise it, that stack is 3cm thick. now my efforts of think-green has gone to waste. sheeeeeeeesh.
and ytd i posted a cheque for my mom in the MAYBANK cheque deposit when the cheque was for BANK OF CHINA. p.s: both banks are yellow in colour, they looked similar!
and i almost made a double transaction for twilight tickets for later tonight cause i thought my transaction didnt go through!
see? lack of sleep right? i'm so glad friday's here. and i'm gonna do smth exciting tmr. at least i think it's exciting hahaha. i'm keeping my fingers crossed!
anyway, i've been sooooooooooo bored and lack of activities nowadays, i end up watching lotsa random videos on youtube (haha not makeup tutorials lene!). and here's who i've been watching many videos of:
kyuhyun - SJ
haha okie i know im 21, but i'm banging on the excuse that i AM really quite bored, plus his voice is really good. it's not those superstar-singer level but it's one of those deep, strong and therapeutic voice which wraps you up like a warm blanket when he sings ballads. oh, he's korean btw. the english songs nowadays are a little trashy to me, i mean some are still damn good lah. and there's no new jay chou album yet! maybe i'll go listen to The Calling again...
alright i need to go buy stamps. and im finally watching New Moon todayyyyyy! (:
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| orange mellow sunset |
[17 Dec 2009|12:20pm] |
i haven't seen the sunrise or sunset for a while. makes me feel like my life's lacking in romantic what-nots, not a guy i say, just the lovey-dovey stuff that makes most girls go gaga and aaawwwwwww.
haha i guess there is a small part inside my heart turning cold and hard. relationships are harsh sometimes, love affairs are too complicated and i do not want to have any association with 'em now, and hey, single life is good! i know i do sound a bit like im just envious and it's sour grapes cause nothing, i mean nobody, good comes my way. but that's for me to judge and know, if you are trying to read my mind through my words here. you know you're one of those i can trust when i tell you one random day about stuff like that. people who like to speculate and fix their so-called assumptions-because-they-think-they-know-me-very-well on me, seriously, just because i share about my life and family and emotions on my past relationship, doesn't mean i'm a transparent sheet which you think you can see through as well as you think.
okie haha i re-read what i typed above and realised i sound a little angsty. but don't worry, i'm not! haha
anyway i came across a blog and got inspired to do a "theme" / purposeful post, haha nothing like this random one now. and yes i said i'll post the polaroid thingie, but i FINALLY went running ytd, at midnight. haha i couldn't let the overwhelming motivation i had last night go to waste! (:
good day peeps!
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| IT-savvy |
[16 Dec 2009|05:16pm] |
i know i don't blog at home, i hardly ever do. unless i really need to rant about something quite desperately. so tonight, when i go home afterwards, i am going to blog again, with peeeeektures. haha ytd i explored my macbook a little after reading someone's blog post and of all the different downloads and extras i could add to my macbook. haha when lewis asked whether i tried experimenting the applications available, wendy promptly replied, oh YES, she uses her internet and adium only. KNS. i use the iPhoto and Photobooth and i organise my stuff too lor! and i downloaded the cute polaroid thingie from poladroid.net ytd. so TONIGHT i shall upload some of my first-batch samples! (:
anyway my mom made a rather true but sad(for me) comment about me just now. i was supposed to bank in cash at the DBS Cash Deposit for my mom, but the lady in front of me at the machine turned around and said it can't be used cause her bank book is stuck inside. then i thought i didnt know the account number when i considered whether i should just go to the counter to bank in physically, so i returned back to the office and my mom said my brain just thinks STRAIGHT, in other words, infelxible and rigid. haha damnit. i know it's slightly true sometimes. which makes me think whether i'm better off as an admin staff cause admin crap is always just straight, systematic, cyclical and rather constant. makes me think twice about my future career! succkkkkks.
last night @ town with jeff, pokes(lulu) and roomie dear was great (: it's amazing and rather amusing to see us through 3 years of uni, and then hanging out like that despite all the ups&downs, the past OG-unity hype and all the different committees and grps of friends we eahc have. haha it's a really queer combination somehow, queer but natural. wendee and i clicked right from the beginning; from Day 0 of hall camp when we sat there as freshies, being introduced and taught ice-breaker games. i recall going right up to her when we stood up to start cheering, asked her whether i knew her previously, and bammmmmm, she said the same thing to me! from then on i knew i found a friend to keep (:
oh and meangirls mingles, i hope you all had a great time last night(: i really wished i was there and not MIA-ing or being a "traitor" like what jarls claims, but since i missed it, pls store all the necessary data and exciting stuff and REMEMBER TO TELL ME WHEN WE MEET AGAIN K! i don't wanna be the last to know! hahahaha and you sneaky girl, hankypanky! haha i hope you know who you are! (((:
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[10 Dec 2009|03:52pm] |
someone get this top for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (((:
and if i were skinny enough...
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[03 Dec 2009|04:26pm] |
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so the exams are over and we're gonna invite christmas in! (: before i get too caught up with all the activities, i reckon i should post smth here. anyway, i love christmas. i don't know whether i said this last year this time, but i really do! jojo reckons it's some "jia kang tang"(ie english-speaking people) people, but im as chingchongpiang as i am jia-kang-tang. (so actually i love CNY too) haha it's just the warm,fuzzy feel christmas brings. the decors in town, the christmas songs that play in every single shop, the nice cards-with-white-snow-flakes they sell. but darn it, im not spending christmas in singapore this year again! i hate missing christmas in singapore, but i guess it'll be good spending it with my family too(: oh just in case you don't know, i'm gonna be at hk from 24th to 27th. last year christmas in japan wasn't too bad! i had sista's company ((: new year was even better, we wore our tank tops and shorts, with sneakers out to the alley when it was freeeeeeeeeezing cold, just slightly before midnight, so we could welcome 2009 in a different way! haha and back into the house we had a mountain of shabushabu waiting for us! (((:
oh yes. i really need to get a job, so if anyone has any job deals, pls tell me! not long term, ie for the whole month, though. i can't commit! but if i don't start saving for grad trip soon, i'm gonna have to resort to nice malaysia -___-
haha and did i say? it's a joy to hear my brothers' voices when i wake up now. not that i hate hall or what, i just prefer home! (:
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| weird stuff.and |
[26 Nov 2009|05:03am] |
this is gonna be random. haha i'm just amused by the influx of entries from all the lj friends suddenly. shows what exams can do to you huh? but it's interesting, especially pam's entries! pam darling, the feminism in you is bigger than the egos of many stupid boys out there! haha can't wait to see you girls! (:
you know, it's been 2 weeks i've been stuck in ntu...and i've been having weird dreams. of important people in my life. mom and dad, zznc, jojo...it's a little freaky but i choose not to stress myself out when i have more things like JOBS EXAMS and (the lack of) $$$ to fret worry. mind you, i'm not being a worry-wart now. it's just gross to think i'm gonna start work soon, and worser to know i have no idea what kind of job i really want. i was studying for my elective that day - it's called Working in the 21st century for the sake of non-ntu students- and it goes on and on about job satisfaction and the significance of self-motivation at work. somehow it kinda feels like a calling out to me, to start assessing what i really want and can do. suucccccckkkkkkkkks.
for now i just want 30th nov to come quick, so i can cut my freakinnggggg long hair, do smth about the ugly toes, shop, sleep, and meet all the girls. haha quickbite, my friend who saw me at the canteen one day called me a shitzu -__- that was with reference to my hair. kinda tells you how unkempt it is now huh. ugghhhh.
GEN AND DARYL, HURRY COME BACCKKKKK! koi koi koi koi koi koi koi koi koi. hahahaha
okie it's 5am.
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| shifts and swaps |
[21 Oct 2009|09:46pm] |
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priorities change with time. it's inevitable. im gonna change a laptop very soon. mine's annoying the daylights outta me especially during the period of doing the bloody applications. so glad the week is over. during the week i earned myself a few quarrels, some unresolved til now, alot more pimples, a darker shade of dark rings(i wonder how it can be blacker than black) but alot more time with the family. suddenly staying home on friday nights don't seem so bad after all. having no activities planned don't seem so boring and lifeless after all. suddenly...going to hk with the family and missing christmas in singapore aint that horrid after all. haha i think it's partly attributable to the hk show i'm hooked onto. i can't stop watching! my roomie told me to just stop studying, chiong finish all FORTY EPISODES and then focus on studying after that. haha that was after she saw my attempt to study this afternoon: studied 1 and a half hrs, took a break and watched two episodes, studied for another hr, watched another half episode. haha i'm glad thursday is coming and i can look forward to the weekend again. and i'm finally meeting the DCP for dinner after eons and much procrastination. and i'm thankful for the roomie, and jojo, yet again. school sucks without them. and the bestie just predicted i'm appearing offline on msn, and she's RIGHT! hahaha im off! (:
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| in the midst of it all |
[07 Oct 2009|12:33pm] |
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i sense a lack of colours and pictures here, so yes i'm trying to upload my pics from the memory card NOW. haha in case you don't already know, cause i've been excitedly telling people how cute pierre png is in real life, i went for saturday night's f1 rock concert - the beyonce and black eyed peas one. i was sooooooooooo close to skipping it but i reckoned a night out would be good. and yea i saw pierre png, and was never a fan of his until that night! he reaaalllllyyyy honestly looked darn charismatic. so at the end of this post i will try to get some of the pics up! the jiggly fats are annoying the daylights outta me, so i'm bent on doing smth about it. but i hate running and i don't fancy the idea of gyming cause i always feel and look like a noob there, any other suggestions anyone? and for the record, i've been thinking and looking out for jobs i want to apply, just that i really abhor the reality that next year, this time, i'm gonna be a full-time adult, bitching about work and office politics. urgghhhh. not to mention how, in recent days, my mom has been kinda paranoid that i'm single. now don't ask me why, cause the elder bro, at the age of 26, with no stable income, is much more single than i am. hmmmmms.  
( f1 ROCK concert )( f1 ROCK concert )( f1 ROCK concert )
okie i'm off to class! (:
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| snap your fingers |
[06 Sep 2009|03:21pm] |
you know how humans like to complain and whine and make alot of noises EXCEPT for appreciation about something, and when that thing passes, all the complains and grudges seem insignificant? dnd's finally over (: ): good and bad because now i finally have more time for my family and loved ones, but it means it's back to reality that school's in, and the comm's duties are officially over. it's funny how i can't use words to explain how i feel about everyone in the comm now, cause you don't miss the water until the well runs dry, and each member is special to me in a way or two. and at this point i'm really lost for words. it's ironic, but i'm gonna try to maintain the friendships with these people from now on. maybe hilda was right about building r/s, albeit just working r/s with the people in the comm. it's vital for the comm to work well tgt, and at the end of it all, it may seem more precious than i ever thought it was. i can't say how immensely proud of ourselves i am, of all the hard work and sweat and tears, literally. so to more friendships and lovely people and to a very successful dnd, (((:
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| down to zero, be a hero! |
[19 Aug 2009|02:32pm] |
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haha okie i know my title is really corny but that's the first thing which popped into my brain. school's in and slacking's out. no more late-night outs and spending the whole day shopping or bumming around watching the teevee at home. i'm kidding myself actually, cause the late-night-outs still apply and im still watching shows over the com. haha but i must say, i love my roomie! haha it makes a difference really, cause it's always nice to know that in the 2ish 3ish timing when everyone's getting ready to go to bed, we can still rant to each other about everything. despite the sarcastic remarks and nonsense we throw at each other everyday, at least it kinda gets me settled it. (p.s: i realised at this point in time, that my thoughts are disorientated and hence my sentences don't flow. hahahahhaa) away with school, i think i've changed a bit. not in my values, not in my faith, but more in my perception and opinions of matters. i guess it's both good and bad? some people may think i'm just influenced by the people around in uni and their way of life, so much so that i have to tune myself to their frequency to fit in. trust me, i don't bother if they're not worth the effort. it's the little things like how i change the way i speak to fit into hall culture, cause i guess it's really uncomfortable to converse in chinese to me and have me answering in english. then there's the whole drinking issue, which my parents have been really paranoid over. haha im not an alcoholic, but life's too stressful to restrict yourself so much that sometimes, you gotta let loose. it's like how i see wendy let down her hair during joint hall bash and even though she ended up puking and all those stuff, she still had a great time. and i see how i handled arguments and conflicts in the past, as compared to now. i became more stubborn, more straightforward, more daring, more outspoken in any way. haha zznc, think back the sec school PL days! with every quarrel there came a bucket of tears from me. i couldnt express my thoughts and didnt dare to. okie la i was a wimp. haha uni came and i think jojo and i both realised that, one of the survival essentials in uni is that you can't let people step over your head. you gotta voice your opinions and make your stand. maybe along the way i offended people...but ohwell you can't please everyone around you. and then you realise, there are people who just hate you, and when they speak of you and word gets passed around, the stories just get distorted in the most absurd manner ever. it's ridiculous but if things like these gets to you and pulls you down, it's totally not worth it. hilda says i'm the kind who wants to hear the opinions of people who matter to me, but ultimately i'll still make my own decision. i think in the past i wasn't like that. i don't know when did i change this part of me. but hey, bestie! i still love you, for understanding and not forcing your opinions on me, for respecting me no matter what i do. for not judging, because you know that's one of the things we both abhor. and for just being there, even though you know i might snap and grumble and whine (: THANKS!
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| and we all lost that innocence, somewhere, somehow |
[14 Jul 2009|02:27pm] |
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JOLENE HUAANNNNGGGGSSSS can you hurry tell me what you wanna ask me plsplspls! haha you know i've been trying to think what it could possibly be cause you FRIGGIN' LOGGED INTO FB, a big WOW for you/ so hurrytellmeeeeeeeeeee! and i hope you're having a fabulousssss time but pls update even after you reach milan and london wokayyys. (: and as you can see, pms really brings me on a rollercoaster ride. one minute i'm happy, depressed the next. i didn't leave the office for lunch today and chewed gently on pao cause my wisdom tooth, nono teeth, are killing me slowly. but secretly if i can shed off a few kilos i promise i won't complain ((: someone told me about how we lose our innocence as we grow older. how true... i reckon, as negative as it sounds, it's an inevitable process that reaches you at some point of your life; cause when your eyes blink open to the world filled, maybe not entirely, with lies, deception and selfishness, you gotta grow up right? and then where lies the line that draws the loss of innocence and skeptism and nonchalance? i know, at the very least, i don't want to be aloof and nonchalent to everything because sometimes those things which leads to a jaw-dropping effect just cannot be regarded lightly. it's just learning to see, hear and perceive things with a pinch of salt. oh, i told lewis earlier on, my phone battery is dying on me at this current moment, and i think it's God's way of telling me to isolate myself from the world for a while. you know, have a little time for myself, walk a bit, think a bit, shop a bit(HAHA), be silent for a bit. (: yes i think i'll do that. back to the point about how pms brings me on a rollercoaster ride, can you see why now? haha linghui: iloveyou! (: hilda: HELLO YOU! you didnt tell me you talked to lionel in exxon! haha i completely forgot he was working there too la!
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[10 Jul 2009|09:25am] |
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yea i don't know why im so tired. i've been sleeping almost at the same timings every night, or even earlier (in my standards) but i just wake up feeling my eyebags swelling up and my eyes' diameter shrinking. urgh. and then i succumb to the sin of drinking coffee in the morning at work just to keep myself awake enough to do my stuff. and then drinking coffee is bad for health and stains teeth and it gives me weird tummy aches. and then the cycle repeats cause im constantly finding for shows to watch when im back home instead of sleeping half anhr earlier. okie i'm whiny. haha it's my last week at work and you know how it sucks when i just started having more casual conversations with the people sitting around me. last time at citibank, i had 5 months to know everyone, even people not from my floor/dept. i think maybe it's an enitrely different environment and working culture, hence the stark difference in environment. although i did really mundane stuff like typing letters and sorting out forms at citibank, i actually liked it there. the boss was friendly and approachable (he used to call me into his office just to talk about his trekking trips and AC. yea he's an acsian!), the aunties treated me like im their daughter and bought me food and shared gossips with me. the late-20s people made my OT hours so much more interesting with their nonsense and exciting lifestyle. haha i recall this pretty girl who had something like a short bob hairstyle but the colour of her hair changes almost monthly - think PINK PURPLE BLUE BLOND RED. and now that i feel like dying this ash/copper/golden brown colour, i feel boring. haha okie i think im really bored with work, i have no idea why i typed so much about citibank. anyway side note. jarls!! pls dont go clubbing alone with the french guys k! i fear for you! haha and i have this whole weekend packed because i've been going home on wed and thurs doing nothing but lying in bed with the laptop. i completely got wendee's bday party date mixed up. it's THIS sunday and i thought it was NEXT. and then my small bro's bday is coming. and gen&daryl are leaving next sat, nbs pre-camp meeting next sat, sweedy's party next sat. ohhhh great. ytd i was talking to jojo about MJ's memorial service, about how much we cried and bawled our eyes out especially when Paris took over the mike. it kinda dawned upon you that, hey, as much as he's a MEGA-star (im not even using super cause it's an understatement) and he earns/spends billions and many fans would die to meet him, he's still human after all. he's still a normal dad who loves his children, maybe in ways the world cannot witness, hence all the rumours and accusation. and wendee told me her tears fell uncontrollably and i reckon, the last yr of my uni life is going to be alright after all. cause i won't feel like a freak watching shows and crying to myself in the room since wendee/roomie-to-be is like that too. hahahahahaha in fact i think it'll be great! (: OKIE SOMEONE JUST SAW ME BLOGGING. CRAP.
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alright alright i know im blogging from the office again. but i just read this: http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Lifestyle/Story/STIStory_399012.html it kinda tugged some strings in my heart, cause we do realise at the end of the day, he's human after all. and whatever it is, maybe we're in no position to judge whether or not he has fulfilled his role as a good father, because, what is a good father? how do we quantify and measure? maybe he really did try his best, in ways the media twisted and turned to something juicy that would entice readers. what a skeptical world. and here i sit, with a coffee-stained empty cup, replying gen's email, debating whether to open my box of jellybeans. haha i think i've taken a liking to assuming the job of a sloth recently. yesterday, i had an afternoon nap that lasted a grand total of about 3hrs after coming back from post-church lunch, before coming to my senses and driving down to tpy for more koi. haha i think i've made the girls hooked on to reading a certain someone's blog...well it's not really my fualt. her blog must be interesting enough for us to be engrossed in righhhttt?? so in comparison, i think my blog is dull and boring, but it's okie, i like it this way (: oh, i've been re-watching some old shows over the weekend. tried to load american pie BUT IT TAKES A TRILLION YEARS. and some old clips enough to absorb me so much that i forget my meals. haha that's how bored i am. and i promise to upload pictures of linghui's and jarl's bday celebration soon! i'm not gonna be another jolene huang. hahahaha (:
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| it's been about a year now |
[29 Jun 2009|11:15am] |
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im at work now, and blogging. Disclaimer: By right i'm not really slacking because i have nothing to do and nobody's giving me work to do. I mean i have work on my hand, but it's pending and kiv-ing and i cannto continue until the client gets back to us. haha so i'm just trying to occupy myself so time will pass faster. i'm glad im meeting the girls tonight - hilda shan bel. although i'm honestly VERY tired and would like to plop myself onto my bed right after work, but i reckon some girl-talk will do me good (: nothing wrong with hanging out with zhong and gang, but i do need to neutralise the boys' company with girls' company sometimes. i hate to see my friends fretting and troubled. over boys especially. Maybe if girls think and feel less, we wouldn't be so miserable. but then again if we dont put enough thoughts and heart into thinking, i'm not sure whether we'll really be certain of what we want. hence my stand on wanting to start off at ground zero. i'm really happy to see people pairing off and finding their other halves, and excited for those who are about to be paired off. you all know who YOU are! haha so for now, that's good enough for me. (: last night's dinner was fantastic, food and even better, the company. haha pam you're REALLY hilarious la. can't find another girl like you seriously. i'll load the photos soon k! LENE AND CHRISTINE, YOU ALL ARE MISSED! and so my this week is packed again...before school starts i guess i should make full use of my time. wed's zznc day, thurs with slut, fri is transformers with linghui and zhong, sat is hall camp (lewis lin pls acompany me thanks! haha) and sun's church. tmr's my only free night and i think i shall go and run because three separate individuals have told me i've gained some weight. urrghhh! oh yes i reserve the last 2-3 hrs of my night before sleeping to talk to my parents/siblings. it's freaking funny how my elder bro has swapped rooms with my parents, and every night for the past 2 nights has been some X BOX party or private michael jackson tribute (yesss we all like michael and are mourning). and discussions about painting liverpool logos on the walls / fixing shelves to put trophies and painting out tables to a standard colour makes me love my family even more! (: i'm trying to restore some friendships i felt i neglected during this semester. pardon me for that, i don't think i've been such a good friend as i could have been. i tend to have high&low times in a friendship except for some...a few of which were so low that it's a little tough to start talking again. but heck, i pluck up my courage and i know it's gonna be worth it cause friends are gonna last longer than lovers, lovers who may turn into strangers in the blink of an eye.
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| coldest story ever told |
[24 Jun 2009|08:23am] |
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haha okie one of my tax directors just walked past my table and gave me this raise-eyebrows look. haha she's quite funny, the way she preach and all. but i think i'll die of stress if i were under her! anyhow, i want to shout out a THANKKKSSSSSS to the people who endured and understood my rants and whines and whatnots. zhong, for all the traumas i gave you HAHA you deserve an award for it la. and to the girls and those who understands and chant with me "boys suck, throw rocks at them!", i lovelove you all that i think i might turn lesbian. haha okie i'm kidding! and to the fellow colleague gao likuilin who tries to make me laugh everyday by giving me WEIRD SURPRISES, thankyouverymuch! it's not such a bad experience after all. dont worry man i didnt bawl my eyes out or cried til my eyes were dry. haha not worth it i would say. so yea okieeeeee i get the point linghui jojo and zhong! (: pls control me k! ohyes we met up ytd and talked at our normal voices at starbucks which zhong claimed was SUPER loud. ahahah i think it's just like that when three excited girls get tgt with one irritating guy who says the shittiest but funniest stuff ever. gosshh miss you people like crazy. it's been so long since we all got tgt and laughed ourselves silly! SATURDAY OKIE (: alright back to work! (:
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| pink and purple nails |
[31 May 2009|02:22pm] |
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yea i've pink and purple nails now. i wanted to be adventurous! haha anyway i decided that this post is gonna be a shoutout post to the loved ones and a reminder to myself, AGAIN, to upload the hundreds of japan photos. and i think i need a new phone and laptop very badly. okie phone first, cause for the past 1 hr or so, zhong has been trying to send me this 3-SMSES-LONG sms and it just wont get thru to my side! so he kinda wasted 1 buck on it. and the fact that my phone has been running out of battery so quickly has been annoying quite a few people, heh sorry!
HILDA: now that you're so free please come and meet me for lunch! and mambo soon! TIFF: i'm seeing you real soon haha and this is pre-out-of-this-world-cocktail party. cant believe you actually listened to my suggestion and decided on this theme la! PEA: pecks on the cheeks! (((: QUEEEKKKERRS: i promise i'll visit you more at hall 3 next sem! haha you can learn the guitar with me, i play for you, you sing "Not a girl, not yet a woman"!! (: LENE: hello woman! your driving license is still with me! meet up soon! (: SISTA: i did my nails w/o you again! haha meet up before you go japan k! that's if you get to go........and apply for hall 2! haha GEN: we need to sign up for dance classes SOON. i need to sweat out some of my fats before they clog up my face til i cant open my eyes! LINGHUI: gosh miss you to bits. can't wait for you to get back! then we can meet up and go kbox or smth and sing our hearts away (:
okie that's about it. i had a good meetup with toon that day and i realised that i havent been talking to him for the longest time. it's funny how hilda keeps saying toon's really quite nice and how i used to hurl abuses at him all the time. lol. oh and i'm not that broke anymore. thank God!
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