I listen to my favourite melody again, and I would really rather be lost in the lyrics and thoughts of the lyricist than in my own delusional thoughts. I feel like taking a day off from work so badly, maybe meet tiff for brunch, maybe soak myself in good/lousy sitcoms and variety shows, maybe both. Honestly I hope I've hit the bottom of the well, because the only way is up from there right?
earcandy / prepping myself for the loveliest festive season yet again (: i want my son to be as happy and cute as the small-eyed guy in 1:19 - 1:23 next time! and despite loving paris (think rue cambon + chic french men/women), adoring london and now liverpool too, i still love asia and our own rich culture. watching this makes me wanna go back to japan & korea again, so so badly! zznc, korea in 2012 again?? (:
i realise everytime im on job i feel like talking to myself blogging. few months of off-peak have made me rusty, and i think my memory is failing me! i cannot remember things which i remind myself in the morning to do at night. geeeeeeeez.
and i realised going for so many holidays aint necessarily a good thing after all. i'm getting withdrawal symptoms and i feel fidgety and restless. i know im going away again in nov/dec but but....Singapore's so boring and these are the times it gets into me.
i actually have a lot of things to talk about but somehow i find it harder and harder to express myself in words. sometimes a single picture tells more than a 10-page essay, conveys the feelings better and is somehow more appropriate. i wanted to talk about my trips (which were all good btw!) one by one but i don't know where, and how, to start. haha maybe slowly i'm like those 1990s kids, being sucked into the convenience / habits of technology and spamming photo albums on fb. one day when FB eventually crashes, i'd be really sad i didnt verbalize my trip in thoughts properly!
Im munching on my apple for lunch now. didn't feel like stepping out cause i know i might be tempted to visit the bookstore/perfumes store/candy store (i'm at changi airport t2 now btw). and just in case you all think im psycho with just an apple for lunch, i have a sandwich! hahaha. the asos stash came in ytd and i have new clothes to wear! (: and for once when i was throwing on the new stuff to try, my (extremelyyy) critical brother commented that i look skinnier now. finally, some efforts paid off!
the hall og is gonna meet up later on after a long while. haha come to think of it it's weird how the combi of the grp is, since we're close to the seniors more than our own batch of people. and we're heading to mbfc's green patch to carry lanterns and spark off some festive mood!
there are flashing moments in your head. of inspirations and ideas. of negative thoughts that gets you down. of the good memories you hold dear to. of the things you're afraid to lose and let go of. i can't seem to catch these moments before they flash past. and it annoys me. it's just random things sometimes, like ideas on how to decorate my room or a good outfit. or an old book i've read before somewhere, sometime. or to text that one random person who once was so close to you.
If this didn't cost that much, I would eat it everyday!
Was very tempted to upload the pics of my teeth but it looks too gross. So this was from last night when my parents told me to take one bottle (and mom said she'll brew the ones you need to prepare them yourself soon!). It's very rare that my parents express their concern so openly because thats just not part of the dynamics of my family. So with pain (from the bleeding gums) comes gain (:
Plus my brothers have been extra nice to me and Daryl's coming over with a cup of bubble tea later! (((:
And woe to you, sucky man. I hope you're at least feeling some guilt and please, grow some backbone and stop using words to cover up for your shallowness and lack of ability to be nice to your girlfriend(s).
"I once heard a saying that I think is so true. It went something like this. It takes but a second to say I love you and a lifetime to prove.
Basically what I get out of that is "I Love You" are 3 of the easiest words in the english language for many of us to say. Unfortunately so many of us use them too cheaply and don't really mean it when we tell someone that.
Love is about a whole lot more than just telling someone you love them. It is a constant struggle and effort to show them you truly mean it by your actions.
You don't tell someone you love them one minute then do something hurtful and selfish the next like sleeping with their best friend.
You don't tell someone you love them and never make an effort to show them you mean those words through little things such as cuddling with them or holding their hand and reassuring them you will always be there for them no matter what.
Those who find those words hard to say do so because they know the meaning behind them and want to be 100% sure before they utter them to someone that they are prepared to back those words up with continual actions that prove they mean those words. "
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